I came from a religious background where the fear of God. Was put in you at a very young age. We read psalm 23 everyday. And where involved in religious activities on a daily basis. But happens when you get older and go your own way. And what you was taught wasn’t being displayed in your life. From relationships with your parents. As the youngest of your family. You were denied the relationships as aunt. A loving person to look up too. Due to the judgment of your loves one. They put u as an embarrassment to the family and slowly cast you out after they use and abuse you.